when there no moon out at night, I still look up, and protend there's a moon there hiding before my present, "gerald"

gerald here, good morning to all that read my words,I just an single person looking for more than a friend for this thanksgiving and most of all x-mas, that only comes once every year , of my 56 yr's of living on planet earth, I never married any person ever, i just wonder ,what it would feel like to be married for one yr to a human being on this planet called earth. mainly because I often think of being on another planet near the moon, were the colors of the rainbow are ofton glowing and so much ;etc. I would luv to meet some person that's faithful in their words and I would sang a song that real from my heart, that's faithful with luv--peace,----gerald